GOD IS GOOD.

i am bored. this is true. la la la & poo poo poo. =)) *teehee* ahemm...i still haven't found my digital camera, but honestly it doesn't bother me anymore. it's not that i don't care or don't want it, or that i've lost hope in finding it...it's just that i think whoever took it needed it more than i did, so if it makes them happy, they can keep it. i have my family and my friends and my heroes..and most importantly i have GOD! <33 class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">"All i need is you, Lord. is YOU, Lord. all i need is you. ...this world has NOTHING for me. i will follow you....'cuz i need you, Jesus to come to my rescue. where else can i go? there is NO OTHER name by WHICH I AM SAVED. oh, capture me with grace, i will FOLLOW YOU!..." ♥

i do believe God is fully and utterly capable of fulfilling any hope any desire any purpose he so chooses. we have to have faith. stand together. i like what Pastor Gregg [youth pastor at Calvary] said during sunday school yesterday.. something like "we, as followers of Christ don't need to be fighting/arguing with one another about little disputes that all have the same focal point-which is loving God and putting God first. Instead, we should be fighting, breaking down the enemy. Bringing people up, and not allowing them to be deceived by our prideful actions in quarreling with one another."  it reminds me of Sanctus Real's song "We Need Each Other" it's SO true. we, as Christians canNOT do this by ourselves. we cannot do anything by ourselves. Yes, God is always always ALLWAAAYYYSS with us, but we need to build one another up. we need to help each other. hold each other accountable. =)) WE CAN DO IT! <33

life sucks

quite simply that.  i feel completely inadequate. i'm irresponsible. i never get anything done when i'm supposed to. i procrastinate like no other. my ex-BEST friends and i don't exactlly "hang out" anymore. i'm so confused about how i WANT to feel, and how God wants me to feel. [ you wouldn't understand]. i'm sick of being mocked. i'm even more sick of people mocking God. you selfish, arrogant, clueless people; how can you NOT see how much God has given you? and for what? your LOVE. your stinkin LOVE is all he wants in return for all the pleasures, and riches and luxuries of this world. He's given them to us, yes, but he wants you to see that these earthly materials are not what life is all about. we're spoiled ROTTEN. even if you say you're "poor" you have no idea. if you have clothes to wear (even if it's the same sweatshirt everyday) you've got half the world beat. if you have food at least once a day_whew boyy, you're rich. 

i don't know what to make of my friends.

i don't know what to make of my family.

i don't know what to make of myself.

What do i make of my relationship with Christ? [i need help♥]

SPEAK LORD, I want TO LISTEN. _but am i listening?

spaghetti noodles in H2O

i have a magnificent wife. Her name is AMANDA. she's radical. <33

i screw a lot of things up.

you will never see me not giving my ALL.

SPEAK LORD, YOUR SERVANT IS LISTENING! [am i listening?]

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

please understand, i do not want to date at the moment.
one can never have too many friends! =))

oh jumping jehosephats!

i realllyyy NEED my camera, por favor.

LANGUAGE

i'm in language. i think i'm doing my presentation wrong. i guess i'll find out when i actually present.

i still need my digital camera. IT IS SO IMPORTANT TO ME. [mostly because my mom is still freaking out on me =/ ]

"Do you not know that your bodies are members of Christ? Shall i then take the members of Christ and unite them with a prostitute? NEVER! Flee from sexual immorality..."

TO BE CONTINUED...

CLICHE is as CLICHE does

i had a random thought today: Why is it people who are dating feel it's necessary to hold hands? I mean, what's the significance of interlocking fingers with another person? To prove those two people are actually in a relationship? Do couples hold hands because that's how society views  part of "dating?"  I don't know, it's just something i was contemplating. [your personal nput would be greatly appreciated_i'm just curious]  =))

oh golly, i have an essay to write...still. I CAN DO IT! 

"i can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me." That verse is...so serene. 

I have a cellular device that i enjoy communicating on. [Yes, now everyone can actually get ahold of meeee]  =))

still have not located my digital camera_i wish that whoever took it would PLEASE return it. [i will NOT be upset. PROMISE. i just want it baccckkk. i honestly, don't care who took it for what reason, and i highly doubt they NEEDED it more than mee.] =/ 

life-take it or leave it.

Stressful points in my life atm:

_thinking about College[s]

_deciding on my major

_worrying about upcoming financial issues

_actually starting to worry about the next President elected

_i'm not as independent as i desire to be

_i spend too much time doing unnecessary things rather than something productive

_i procrastinate with my school work and searching colleges and scheduling college visits

_my heart is discontent

_i think i put school, cheerleading and even my "down time" above God. ='(

_still have not located my digital camera

_my parents don't trust me

_a lot of the cheerleaders are better at cheerleading than i am (i don't understand how they have time to practiice!)

_i feel..lost at school (socially)

_i find my self worrying more and more about what others think of me [IT'S BOLOGNA!]

_i don't understand what Mrs. Desmond is asking of our Language Class for the keynote presentations (i wish danielle was hheeere =/  )

_i miss danielle

_i hate when people -namely, guys- send mixed signals

_some people are nice to my face, but talk nasty about me behind my backk. i wish that weren't so.

_i feel like i'm trying too hard sometimes to maintain somewhat of a friendship between me and rita, me and dakota, and sometimes me and mel

I thought senior year was supposed to be..different. 

How do I make the most of it?  [God, HELP ME, please!] ♥