Molly (me): Ohmagoodness, whyy do all these websites keep changing?"
Brianna (roomie): [in her sweet, wise, elder lady voice] because the only constant in life is God."

sheee's a brilliant one, she is. =D

laughoutloud!



Bible school is difficult.

so many readings.
so little time.
so much learning.
so little brain capacity.
so much wisdom.
not enough love.
so much love.
not enough fellowship.

on and on and on.

the cyclical relationship between the learners and the teachings is beautiful.

God, You.
You are beautiful.
You are more than beautiful.

[♥]]

AAGGHHHH!!!

him

_Everyone's eyes tell a story.I want to find one guy whose eyes tell me the story. The story that I have been waiting to hear. The story that will change my life forever. I want to meet the one guy who has the eyes that tell me the story of everything I have been waiting for. [♥_God, you are my true love.]_♥

shut up Satan

i shouldn't matter...but i DO.
i am good enough.
no one else is me, so i can be no one else.
God is good. ALL the time.
God is my only source of life.
[♥]]
BOOM! here it goes.

truly?

Would i truly love you if i weren't me, Molly Michelle Nevers?
Would i truly trust in you if i didn't suffer?
Would i truly have hope if i was born of a Muslim family?
Would i still have faith if i wasn't looking for your kept promises?
Would i still be yours if i did not believe?

[=D YES! ♥ =D ]]

Dear most Mighty and Beautiful and Merciful God,
You are my King. You are my Only. You ARE.

Please, keep me striving to seek you. I want to find You. I want to know You. I want to be loved by You. I want to Obey You. ♥

You DO make EVERYTHiNG GLORiOUS! =D I CANNOT KEEP FROM SiNGiNG! =D you're so0 good. you are Alpha, Omega...

iloveyouforever

teachable

God, i am a messy sinner.
even after i realize this, i don't FiX it.
help me to fix it.
i want to learn.
please, teach me.
make me teachabale, so you can teach me.
i do love you.

help!

finally!

Yes, i should be incredibly lonely because my roommate left to eat dinner with her boy, and my suitmates left to go to our friend, Katie's house; fortunately, i have been granted this time...for YOU, God! =D THANK YOU! you know i needed time with you, aand you made it happen. because you know me so well and love me so dearly, and you know i need one-on-one time with you. i'm sorry that i haven't read your word on my own lately. i'm sorry for doubting you and for not trusting you entirely with EVERYthing in my life. i'm sorry that i'm such an irresponsible and difficult person, but THANK YOU for creating me, my Lord. THANK YOU for giving me the ability and strength to overcome that irresponsibility and procrastination and nasty attitude. you are God and you are capable of absolutely ANYthing, and i know that with you, i can do absolutely anything...but i only want to do what YOU want me to do. i pray that i do NOTHiNG for myself. NOTHiNG for my own will, but YOUR Will instead! i love you so much, my Savior! woww, that word "Savior" it's such a simple word, yet it resonates with such great meaning! you SAVED me and give that option to everyone else here on earth. THANK YOU for sending Jesus to die for my SiNS. because my sins should be punishable by death, yet your GRACE transcends that punishment, and your love endures long after all else! we will NEVER know a love greater than yours. aand that's because you ARE love, and you give love. no matter what. THANK YOU, my KiNG! I LOVE YOU!

♥!!!EYE LUV EWE, HEAVENLY FATHER!!!♥

happy happy

my God is just so GOOOOOD!

_can't sign up for spring semester classes because i haven't paid yet.
_gettting rurl homesick =/
_trying to be productive...no procrastination [crap!]
_life keeps going in circles, but...


my God reigns! and i trust him entirely! all the listed things above are a few of the things that are "going wrong" but...i trust my Lord because He is sovereign, and i LOVE Him with my whole plump heart! =D

lovelovelove. <3

Eddie Izzard

i DARE you to look up "Eddie Izzard" he is a comedian. i warn thee: he is definitely a HE..however, he dresses like a ..SHE! =)) grrreat sense of humor, though. lo0ove it.
my personal favorites include: Cake or Death. Heimlich Maneuver. Evil Giraffe. Super Market Psychology. Fruits.

Number 3-NAME DROPPERS

Tonight I had the privilege of hearing a fabulous speaker relay a message to us about the third commandment. it's actually quite interesting. Matt Anderson covered it extremely well, i thought. =)) you may not think you're interested at the moment, but keep reading. i took notes, and i promise you, it's more than good stuff; it's GGRRRREAT!

Have you ever actually thought about God's name? Like, how some folks just throw it out there, just to fill up space in the air? Some might sayy, "What in God's name is going on here?" or "I swear to God..." or even just a little "Oh my God." NO OTHER god figure is used as a swear, or ...for anything really. Think about it, think about how much power is in God's name. You don't hear anyone walking around, and if they stub their toe, they don't shout out "OH MY BUDHA!" No, they say "God"-the most powerful name in the universe.
"God is creator of the universe and savior of the world! His name needs to be treated as such...with utmost respect!" Duude, AMEN! God has given us so much more than we could ask for, yet we take all He has given us and we take His holy name for granted. When we say God's name in vain, it's not just filling up the air "...something serious happens when we invoke the Lord's name." I can just see it- God's watching you (closer than you think, i might add) and He's just loving on you, and blessing you with things in your life, yet you continue to reject Him...He hurts when you call His name in vain or when you refuse to believe He LOVES YOUU!

God's name is a GIFT! God is a CREATOR, satan is a COUNTERFEITER. Satan cannot create anything, he merely perverts what God has already created. The saddest part about that is we fall for satan's traps too easily, but with God and using His name in a Biblical manner...we can defeat satan because God has already defeated him! HOO-RAHH! GO GOD <33 =D

Don't get so far caught up in your own religion, or the church functions/activities...o0r even life that you lose Jesus! find Him, and hold on to Him. i can assure you He will NEVER let youu go, but if you choose to walk away from Him, you're choosing to not live forever, but instead have a dead end life.

don't go another day without giving God an opening into your heart. Give Him ONE chance. just ONE. I promise promise PROMISE, He will NOT EVER never ever NEVERRRR let you down! <3 guarunteed, bob.



one last thought: "THERE ARE NO PERFECT PEOPLE...ONLY OBEDIENT PEOPLE!" ...am i obeying God? i'm sure as heckk going to from now on.


o0 goodness i'm tired. sorry, i could've typed this muchh better, but...i'm so tired. i hope you get the gist. =))
niighty night. have sweet and wonderful dreams, lovelies! =D laughoutloud.

beneficial?

Sunday school is usually interesting, and invigorating, but today i heard one of the best quotes/statements to live by: "It may be permissible, but is it beneficial?" think about it; the question being asked is not 'do you think it's RIGHT or WRONG'_black or white. it's simply stating that something may be "alright" (a gray area of right and wrong), but is it beneficial? is it going to strengthen your relationship with Christ? are you going to gain something positive from this? [the "something or "it" we were referring to was..well, ANYthing, really._tattoos, drinking alcohol, smoking cigarettes/cigars/weed/etc., listening to secular ["nonchristian" music], et cetera. the "something" could be anything really that's not necessarily classified as just RIGHT or just WRONG...a gray area. =)) i LOVE this question for so many reasons, but mostly because it's given me a new look at life, honestly.
lately, i've been feeling like i've been wandering away from God, but that's because i've been so0 selfish lately! aghh. i cannot BELIEVE how silly and selfish and arrogant and downright sloppy and lazy i have been lately! =/ our God is so0 good, though...he forgives us. He has given us a gift of grace, and i don't want to take that for granted. We have a merciful, and mighty, and loving, and forgiving...and even jealous God. i've been straying from him because i have been putting other things/activities/people before him, and basically slapping Him in the face, saying "well, i'll get to you later. i never get a chance to do this.." OUCH! God, i would like to apologize for being such a selfish and quick- to -act human. help me to remember to be SLOW TO SPEAK, QUICK TO LISTEN...♥

My God, you are everything to me! i'm so0 blessed. i forget that some days. like today. =/ while i was doing all my grumbling and complaining and negative comments, i was letting Satan have control. i was letting him win. but God, YOU have defeated the enemy, he has no place in my heart. no place in our home. God, i give YOU control. i give you all of my desires [the perfect college, the perfect image, the perfect relationship with you, the perfect guy..] God i give it all to you. please give me YOUR desires, instead. open my eyes, if only for a second, so that i might see the ENTIRE WORLD through your eyes...the way you see the world. show me what to do. i want to serve you in absolutely everyyythtiiinnng that i doO! God, you are so worthy of our praises, and i'm sorry that i haven't been thanking you for all that you have given me lately. aand you CONTINUE to give to me. THANK YOU!

THANK YOU FOR:
_my dadio who works so hard! and hardly EVERR complains or grumbles about anythiing. even when he's being pulled in alll directions at once! (i notice lately that my mom will yell at him for something, and he'll just say "okay honey.." and he'll start to fix whatever it is she yelled at him for. thenn someone else in our family will holler for him for something else....on and on... and the whole while he just keeps his calm and tries to meet everyone's needs. idk about you, but in my opinion, my dad is DEFINITELY my hero! he's obviously a grrreat leader of our household. =))
_my mama who does so0 much to keep the house clean and tidy because she knows that we find things easier if we put them away. aand even after a long day at work, she still has loads of work to do at home, and she does it! unfortunately, my father yells at her for sitting down at home-even right after work sometimes- because she "could be doing something" even if she just finished doing 3 hrs of work..after work at the office. she does SO much for us! [both of my parents doO] =))
_my sister whom i love, but am just too selfish to show it sometimes. hehh.
_my brothers who i argue with constantly. mostly dylon, because he and i are so0 muchh alike-it's scary. tehh. =)) and drew, please pray for him. i'm worried about him. lately, he's been doing things that disappoint me/ shockk me, really. =/
but i love them both. =))
_my rabbit; he's my babbyy and i'm so0 HAPPY he's lived this long! i don't deserve a bunny this awesome to live this long. especially since i haven't taken very good care of him in the past.
_my BOY; Caleb Delauter. =)) aghh, idk where to BEGIN! he's just..i'm SO BLESSED to have a grreat Christian guy in my life who will listen to my stupid stories that make sense to no one but me. a guy who is humble enough to admit his mistakes and do his BEST to fix them, and if he trips up, then he gets on himself all over again and tries and tries...and triiiess! Caleb is incredibly respectful, and HILARIOUS, and sensitive [but not too sensitive], i have faith that he could definitely protect me from anyy physical harm. he has the most interesting opinions on..almost ANYthing. he's suchh a GENTLEMAN, and there's no one i've ever met like him. _don't get me wrong, Caleb is quite wonderful, but i do know that i'm not IN LOVE. at least not yet. we both agreed that we would not say "i love you" ..until/IF we actually mean it. sincerely. as in knowing that God has put us both on this earth to get married. idk, though. not right now anywayy. we're both too young. hehh. i really dig him, though. =)) i'm so BLESSED!
_my talents [whatever they may be]


God, i trust you entirely with College. wherever you want me, i'll go. lead me. guide me. show me the way. close the doors you don't want open, so that i can walk through the ones that you have opened, and hopefully...very soon there will be open doors, and i'll walk through the RIGHT ONE> =))

♥♥♥

holy wet noodles.

HAAHAAAHA! mm my dadio was just talking to me, aand as he walked awayy he started to topple over, aand almost FELL. taahaa. that was silly. ...i guess it's one of those you-had-to-have-been-there kind of things.

mm welp, i think i love my life. i also feel that i need to find myself because i have no idea why i act the way i do sometimes. i'm clueless with who i want to be, o0r what i want to do with my life. it's so0 difficult!

mm Caleb Delauter is my boyy, and i dig him. =)) laughoutloud, thaas not cheesy.

gahh, well i have to get ready for churchh tOniiiight._Ciao! =D

live your life wholly and Christ-like.

GOD IS BIG! ♥

"Oh, my people, trust in him at all times. Pour out your heart to him, for God is our refuge!" Psalm 62:8


i received that lovely and inspiring and encouraging message from my dear friend, AmandaBriggs. she's quite spectacular, aand a beautiful woman of God! =)) i admire her sincerely. =D

there's no time for [ "bf/gf" relationships with guys]_not the time.

i have my friends. i have my family. and most importantly i have GOD. that's all i need. ♥

=D

yours truly,
MollyMichelleNevers

another one of "those"

God is good! =D

I pray God's WILL be done today, tomorrow, the next day...forever. [♥]

p.s. to those of you who believe there is no God_"it takes more faith NOT to believe in something than it does to BELIEVE in something..." don't be afraid. there's absolutely NOTHING to fear or doubt because God loves you..more than you'll ever know. =D isn't that INCREDIBLE?

mm game tomorrow. Caleb's coming over. FCA to think about. God, please guide our words. give us words to speak. Open everyone's hearts and minds. Speak to each individual personally. 

♥

conflusterboberated

THANK YOU:
♥God_you have given me so much. you will always love me no matter what. you are more than enough for me. you have forgiven me. you sent your ONLY son, whom you love so much, to die for my sins, and everyone else's sins..because you LOVE us. you chose to love us. =D how could i ever be in a bad or downcast mood as long as you are my God, and you are good. all the time, you are good. I LOVE YOU! [eternally yours] ♥

Amanda [my wiifey-lol]_

Alexa [best friend]_

Danielle[BEST FRIENDS FOR ALWAYS AND EVER-i'll stay true to that, sistahh*lol]_

Caleb[BEST guy friend; you have no idea how awesome you are]_

Roshan[BFFIAB-for suure, dude. you are incredibly amazing in every way. i can't tell you how grateful i am to have met you]_


i'm so0 unbelievably grateful to have met..and become such close friends with alll of yous! =D

this is an incredibly cheeseeyy, and boring post. laughoutloud =)) mm i shall depart now.

Ciao! =))

2009 ♥

HAPPY NEW YEAR! [in approx. 2 and a half hours] =D


i'm so thankful, Lord. you are my everything, and i'll give you anything. <33 Be near, oh God, be near oh God above. your nearness is to us our good.

Lord God ALMIGHTY, please protect us-each and every one of us-this coming year of 2009. Protect our hearts and our minds. Guide us, Lord, so that we may follow you and ONLY you. You are EVERYTHING, God. your grace is enough. more than enough. YOU are more than enough for me. Thank you. Thank you for sending Jesus to die on the cross for my sins. THANK YOU for forgiving me. THANK YOU for the many oppurtunities open to me to learn patience and confidence and self-control. THANK YOU for my family_each person is so0 unique and so..wonderfully made. THANK YOU for my LIFE, God. i still wonder_quite frequently_ WHY you created me, and even though i may never know (any time soon?) YOU know, and that is all that matters. Please help me to live for you in absolutely everything i do. every breath i take, God, guide me. Help me to watch what i say, what i watch (movies), what i listen to (music)..i have gotten a little better, but there are times when i catch myself listening to something and i feel a tad guilty. Forgive me, Lord for disobeying you, for not listening to you. Sometimes i feel like i'm "all talk" and i don't do anything to prove my love for you. i know that you know i love you, but i'd like to prove it to you through my actions and through my words. it's said that how an individual acts/reacts at home, with their family, is how that person really is. it's their
"real self" if this is true, then help me to first work on my life with my family. Help me to contain my frustration and hypocracy. [Forgive me_♥] God, thank you for my friend, Amanda Briggs. She has taught me SO much in the short amount of time that i've known her. i am incredibly grateful to have met her, and i feel you have so much more to teach me...through her. THANK YOU!

again..HAPPY NEW YEAR -twothousandnine- to ALL! and to ALL a wonderful, and blessed, and safe niight/week. =))

God Bless each and every person!

GOD IS GOOD. [you have no0 idear!] =D ♥lovelovelove♥

juust kidding in that last entryy. =))

mm. i'm in FLORIDA right now_ hecky pes! =D eighty degree weather. neverending sunshine. lizards and animals frolicking about. (lol) mm my father-eldest, mother dearest, sister-Melis and dill&dyrew and myself are visiting our family...whom we haven't seen in close-to 4 years! they're absolutely wonderful! =)) our family here_in Fl_owns a dog, Jake. aand he basically hates me and only me. =/ my sister, or someone else will be tickling meghan (4 year old cousin) and making her giggle, laugh, jump around, etc. so0 jake sees/hears this aand automatically thinks meghan is in trouble..so, for SOME reason, he starts barking his face off at ME..and nipping and growling and go0ing absolutely ca-razy...attacking me. aand i could be on the opposite side of the room, but if meghan or ashley(meghan's sisterr-9 years old) seem to be "in trouble" according to jake, then he'll attack me.

lol. he's cuuute, though! =)) i liike him. jake is oober playful and wonderful, but my family is even more wonderful! =D they are non-stop play and crazy and eat and bouncy...yet at the same time, oddly obedient and mature. =)) hehh.

aghh, i canNOT believe we're here! =D ♥

o0, the best part of this whole thing is that our family here, in Florida, had NO idea we were coming for Christmas! we completely SURPRISED THEM! <33 it was wonderful... my aunt Lisa and Ashley screamed. my grandpa just stared...and got all teary-eyed. he was speechless. o0 best of all [or worst of all?] we almost killed my grandmaaa. =o she opened the door to her apartment and saw my mom-ther standing there. she lost her breath and i thought we were going to have to take her to the hospital. she started crying and telling us over and over afterwards that she thought she was dreaming or that we were each look-alikes. (because you know how everyone in the world has a look-alike..?) hehh. yes. oh goodness, i'll never forget that. =))

mm welp, that's about it.

have a very MERRY CHRISTMAS! [remember: JESUS is the ONLY REASON for the season!..he's the real gift! =D] ♥♥♥

grawwrrrr

JEREMY MIDDLETON IS A LOSER. [x infinityyyyyy] 

he likes embarrassing me.

meany.

fine, we're not going tomorrroooowwwwww. =P

GOD IS GOOD.

i am bored. this is true. la la la & poo poo poo. =)) *teehee* ahemm...i still haven't found my digital camera, but honestly it doesn't bother me anymore. it's not that i don't care or don't want it, or that i've lost hope in finding it...it's just that i think whoever took it needed it more than i did, so if it makes them happy, they can keep it. i have my family and my friends and my heroes..and most importantly i have GOD! <33 class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">"All i need is you, Lord. is YOU, Lord. all i need is you. ...this world has NOTHING for me. i will follow you....'cuz i need you, Jesus to come to my rescue. where else can i go? there is NO OTHER name by WHICH I AM SAVED. oh, capture me with grace, i will FOLLOW YOU!..." ♥

i do believe God is fully and utterly capable of fulfilling any hope any desire any purpose he so chooses. we have to have faith. stand together. i like what Pastor Gregg [youth pastor at Calvary] said during sunday school yesterday.. something like "we, as followers of Christ don't need to be fighting/arguing with one another about little disputes that all have the same focal point-which is loving God and putting God first. Instead, we should be fighting, breaking down the enemy. Bringing people up, and not allowing them to be deceived by our prideful actions in quarreling with one another."  it reminds me of Sanctus Real's song "We Need Each Other" it's SO true. we, as Christians canNOT do this by ourselves. we cannot do anything by ourselves. Yes, God is always always ALLWAAAYYYSS with us, but we need to build one another up. we need to help each other. hold each other accountable. =)) WE CAN DO IT! <33

life sucks

quite simply that.  i feel completely inadequate. i'm irresponsible. i never get anything done when i'm supposed to. i procrastinate like no other. my ex-BEST friends and i don't exactlly "hang out" anymore. i'm so confused about how i WANT to feel, and how God wants me to feel. [ you wouldn't understand]. i'm sick of being mocked. i'm even more sick of people mocking God. you selfish, arrogant, clueless people; how can you NOT see how much God has given you? and for what? your LOVE. your stinkin LOVE is all he wants in return for all the pleasures, and riches and luxuries of this world. He's given them to us, yes, but he wants you to see that these earthly materials are not what life is all about. we're spoiled ROTTEN. even if you say you're "poor" you have no idea. if you have clothes to wear (even if it's the same sweatshirt everyday) you've got half the world beat. if you have food at least once a day_whew boyy, you're rich. 

i don't know what to make of my friends.

i don't know what to make of my family.

i don't know what to make of myself.

What do i make of my relationship with Christ? [i need help♥]

SPEAK LORD, I want TO LISTEN. _but am i listening?

spaghetti noodles in H2O

i have a magnificent wife. Her name is AMANDA. she's radical. <33

i screw a lot of things up.

you will never see me not giving my ALL.

SPEAK LORD, YOUR SERVANT IS LISTENING! [am i listening?]

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

please understand, i do not want to date at the moment.
one can never have too many friends! =))