thankk you. =)

God, today was a wonderful day! at first, i thought it would be a down right aweful day seeing that i went to bed at 2:30somethin' and woke up at about 6 something. goodness. aand i was dreading going to school because i didn't have anything to wear for Sports Day today (spirit week). i mean, i wasn't going to purchase anything for spirit week, especially something i would wear only once. which reminds me, if Mrs. Carrie Erskin really did tell my parents, "...yeah, Molly's one of my favorites...i try to stick the other cheerleaders by her, especially the freshman because i want them to act like her...she has such a great attitude.." then why the frick does she only pertain "important" things like spirit week days, t-shirt designs, etc. to only tWO seniors when there are 6 of uss. aand it's the same two every time. ugh. i wanted to be treated the same, like my opinion matters, for once, to ms. whitacre..erskin* w/e. Lord, please intervene in my life! i feel so mistreated, so alone, and..unwanted at times. i know it's just the devil speaking to me, but i'm letting it get to me, and i know your love and your grace IS enough for me. help me, God. i need your guidance. give me wisdom. help me humble myself, and not desire so much attention from other people, especially from those who won't appreciate my opinion. anywayyy, so today turned out to be a graaand day because although i was tired..No, exhausted* ..i-idk, i felt like... i'm not sure, i just had this odd sense of ..confidence, and serenity that overwhelmed me today. i think a portion of it came from an encouraging comment i received last night from an old pal. it was encouraging, and made me feel like i still do matter, even when i think no one's listening. _thanks, evan._ Lord, thank you for bringing evan into my life. i'm so glad we had the chance to be such good friends sophomore yr, and even now, he's still a great friend. speaking of friends, i also thank youu for alexa and danielle. they are two of my most trusted, encouraging, attentive and understanding friends i have had for..YEARS. [and hopefully years to come.] i love them both so much, and i pray that you will protect them all the days of their lives, and guide them, Lord. i pray that they follow you, and depend on your understandings, and your word, not their own. i pray for every single person at evergreen, Lord. i pray that they will have a heart hungry for you, aand you will open the eyes of their hearts, that they might see you for who you are..how greatly you truly love them. it still astounds me! =)) I pray for forgiveness, God. forgive me for disrespecting my parents, and forgive me for allowing myself to listen to this secular world and almost giving up. (thanks again, evan. -it may seem a bit excessive to keep thanking you, but that little thiing seriously meant a lot. tehh) i know that this world has absolutely NOTHING to offer. nothing. aand i also know that your grace is enough for me. i love you, Lord, more than ANYTHING. a-n-y-t-h-i-n-g. ♥ uhm, one more thing, Hosanna, thank you for my life, my family, my friends (past and present) i pray that tonight everyone will get their much-needed sleep, and tomorrow everyone will have a wonderful day. everyone in the WORLD*** will have a marvelous day, and people will wonder about you..about your creations...they will hunger for you. thirst for you. want to know you so0 badly that they will cry out to you. they will humble themselves.
Lord, help my to prioritise you as number one..ALWAYS. thank you for everything. oh! most importantly, THANK YOU for sending Jesus, your only son to die on the cross for my sins. for everyone's sins. that is INCREDIBLE. you love me so much, a sinner. that brings a tear of joy from my eye, streaming down my cheek, and traces my jaw. (lol) i love you, Lord.

Amen. <3