crushed.

1) i lost my new camera at HC, good to know i can trust people at my own schoool.
2) because of #1, my mother hates me. she called me "stupid" twice, aand i believe she used the term "irresponsible" several times.
3) i found out that some people gossip aweful about me behind my back, but are nice to my face. (more people than i'd like to believe)
4)i also found out that some guy "friends" ignore me for no reason, or any reason that i'm aware of. aand quite frankly, it's frustrating! i've been told to apologize to him, this guy friend, but what the frickkin HECKK am i supposed to apologize FOR?
5)i'm a loser...that, or i smell. of course, it could be a combination of the two. no one wanted to dance with me.



this all happened at HOMECOMINNNGGG! -woo. =/



on the plus side, brittnee halpin, katie mohr, alexa young, jessica karabinus, nickk zenz aaand a few others are WONDERFUL people and SUPERTASTIC friendsss! (oh, and danielle and charles, but they weren't at HC)


God, i have no idea what your plan is with my life. How could i be so ...STUPID. i mean, i came to HC-without a date i might add- and i was totally fine. ready to have a blasst. my hair and nails and makeup were done up, so i had that little extra boost of confidence. However, i let the little things get to me, and now i'm a loser who's missing her camera, aaand on top of that, my own mother hates me. speaking of which, she didn't even ask if i had fun. she just keeps repeating herself about how that was STUPID, and "Grandma will be crushed..." aand "irresponsible" and "that's ridiculous...a**anine..." yadda yadda. WHY THE HECCCKKK did you make me? i have no friggin PURPOSE!!! OHMIGOOOOOOODNESS. i am so0 frustrated, i don't even know..jalskdfj;oaiefjoi;awelkf;awl;ksjf!!!


Please help me, God! i need youuu SO muchh. =(
i'm sickk of being so darn sensitive_it's annoying.


tired. i hope everyone else who went to HC, or those who didn't go, had a WONNDDERRFFULLL-labulous time! =))