life sucks

quite simply that.  i feel completely inadequate. i'm irresponsible. i never get anything done when i'm supposed to. i procrastinate like no other. my ex-BEST friends and i don't exactlly "hang out" anymore. i'm so confused about how i WANT to feel, and how God wants me to feel. [ you wouldn't understand]. i'm sick of being mocked. i'm even more sick of people mocking God. you selfish, arrogant, clueless people; how can you NOT see how much God has given you? and for what? your LOVE. your stinkin LOVE is all he wants in return for all the pleasures, and riches and luxuries of this world. He's given them to us, yes, but he wants you to see that these earthly materials are not what life is all about. we're spoiled ROTTEN. even if you say you're "poor" you have no idea. if you have clothes to wear (even if it's the same sweatshirt everyday) you've got half the world beat. if you have food at least once a day_whew boyy, you're rich. 

i don't know what to make of my friends.

i don't know what to make of my family.

i don't know what to make of myself.

What do i make of my relationship with Christ? [i need help♥]

SPEAK LORD, I want TO LISTEN. _but am i listening?

spaghetti noodles in H2O

i have a magnificent wife. Her name is AMANDA. she's radical. <33

i screw a lot of things up.

you will never see me not giving my ALL.

SPEAK LORD, YOUR SERVANT IS LISTENING! [am i listening?]

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

please understand, i do not want to date at the moment.
one can never have too many friends! =))

oh jumping jehosephats!

i realllyyy NEED my camera, por favor.

LANGUAGE

i'm in language. i think i'm doing my presentation wrong. i guess i'll find out when i actually present.

i still need my digital camera. IT IS SO IMPORTANT TO ME. [mostly because my mom is still freaking out on me =/ ]

"Do you not know that your bodies are members of Christ? Shall i then take the members of Christ and unite them with a prostitute? NEVER! Flee from sexual immorality..."

TO BE CONTINUED...

CLICHE is as CLICHE does

i had a random thought today: Why is it people who are dating feel it's necessary to hold hands? I mean, what's the significance of interlocking fingers with another person? To prove those two people are actually in a relationship? Do couples hold hands because that's how society views  part of "dating?"  I don't know, it's just something i was contemplating. [your personal nput would be greatly appreciated_i'm just curious]  =))

oh golly, i have an essay to write...still. I CAN DO IT! 

"i can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me." That verse is...so serene. 

I have a cellular device that i enjoy communicating on. [Yes, now everyone can actually get ahold of meeee]  =))

still have not located my digital camera_i wish that whoever took it would PLEASE return it. [i will NOT be upset. PROMISE. i just want it baccckkk. i honestly, don't care who took it for what reason, and i highly doubt they NEEDED it more than mee.] =/