_thinking about College[s]
_deciding on my major
_worrying about upcoming financial issues
_actually starting to worry about the next President elected
_i'm not as independent as i desire to be
_i spend too much time doing unnecessary things rather than something productive
_i procrastinate with my school work and searching colleges and scheduling college visits
_my heart is discontent
_i think i put school, cheerleading and even my "down time" above God. ='(
_still have not located my digital camera
_my parents don't trust me
_a lot of the cheerleaders are better at cheerleading than i am (i don't understand how they have time to practiice!)
_i feel..lost at school (socially)
_i find my self worrying more and more about what others think of me [IT'S BOLOGNA!]
_i don't understand what Mrs. Desmond is asking of our Language Class for the keynote presentations (i wish danielle was hheeere =/ )
_i miss danielle
_i hate when people -namely, guys- send mixed signals
_some people are nice to my face, but talk nasty about me behind my backk. i wish that weren't so.
_i feel like i'm trying too hard sometimes to maintain somewhat of a friendship between me and rita, me and dakota, and sometimes me and mel
I thought senior year was supposed to be..different.
How do I make the most of it? [God, HELP ME, please!] ♥
